A poem for a wall.
Going so totally mad that you end up feeling quite sane and serene is a strange process… Happened to me today, at the hour of the wolf. Something ends when I fall asleep tonight. I’d love to hope hope something better also starts… but… That is not my choice to make.
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Need is the word.
Need to know you are there.
Rain of the night washed sadness away.
My need for you still lingers.
You sitting next to me feels right.
And for now that cannot be,
for your own sake.
Destiny, bound to each other,
as a punishment perhaps…
We stand at the beginning again.
Life is a wheel, ring ends the cycle.
I could not take your wall.
I rember how it hurt,
when you blew my walls,
I see yours cracking,
I have to stop.
I am mad already, always was…
You need not be this way.
I must stay away and you stay strong.
Still, if your walls fall,
If you break, come to me,
I will be your wall.
I will try to make you whole.
I will never forget.
I will always love.
You.
I will always be there.
At the end of the line.
Until you need me, bye 
